So, I’ve been selling my sourdough (boiled) bagels for 2 weeks at the Alberta Cooperative Grocery in Portland.
And I’m really enjoying it, but I’m also burnt out.
Not on bagels or ferments or sourdough, by any means. - – I’m subbing @ two jobs, going to lots of meetings, trying to help my roomate with his urban farm project, trying to do some of my own gardening and had to repair some damage wrought upon our yard by people who don’t really have an understanding of basic soil health.
So, Thursday night I decided I just couldn’t do it. I made dough for the next day and went home and slept forEVER. And woke up and went through my recipes and receipts and plans and dreams. At the present moment, I’m making abou $2 an hour. (when making bagels) and if you consider the costs that I haven’t yet factored in of bowls & other equipment, building shelves, the stepladder that I need, the bike trailer I am going to get. I’m not really squeezing any money out of this project.
Which isn’t really a surprise. I need to start expanding where I’m selling the bagels and try to do some direct to consumer sales. I think what stopped my Thursday night was knowing that if I didn’t get caught up on sleep, I was never going to get beyond where I was. I had to spend a lot of time Friday thinking about how over-committed I am. And I didn’t come up with many solutions because everything I’m doing is really important to me.
But then I ran into Eli! (the other Eli) who had said that he was interested in helping with bagels. We made plans to train him Monday night! So, ideally I’ll get to a point where I could have 2 nights off/week. (from making bagels)
And I’ll be able to start figuring out how to produce more in the same amount of time, find more customers, and adapt more recipes. I need to go into the co-op and talk to the buyer about cutting out some bagel-styles and adding some other items. (english muffins and bialys!)
And a working member from the co-op is coming to meet with me and watch me work Tuesday to write about what I’m doing for the co-op newsletter.
So, I’m workin’ it out.